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thank you.

<3

one sassy catch

What Sign of Affection Are You?

mood: [inspired]
music: [ eh, none... oh wait i just farted.]
subject: [the food you eat,  the things you do]

       I was browsing the internet, because I had not done that in a long time.  I read a post that got me to think about my lifestyle and what I eat, don't eat- and the things that I take pleasure in.____ 

 I am not trying to be "uppity" on anyone, and I would be glad if you respected my lifestyle, as I really have no respect for yours, probably (and for good reason) but I still keep to myself about it. 

I do not eat meat besides fish and sea food.  I do not eat chicken.. or anything with meat in it... or shavings of meat.. whatever.   I absolutly stay away from dairy products already seeing as I don't like the fact that we are the only species that drink milk after we are no longer infants and from a cow none the less...also the fact that there is a ton of calories and fat in that stuff.  I also stay away from bread and stuff because of carbs.. and when I do eat bread its on a rare occasion when I want to "treat" myself. 

Some call it extreme health, and some call it anorexia. ::sigh:: whatever.  I would like to classify myself for once.  So here I am about to label myself.. maybe to get a hush and maybe to inspire some folk out there.  I like to call it not being gluttunous and "smart" if you will.  I like to have a sort of knowledge about what I am eating.. because therefore I can directly execute a choice and have no excuse for its consequences. 

Unlike others who are like... "oh I didnt know there was that much fat and or calories in that particular piece of food."  "that is why I am fat"  [::smacks face::]   Puh-leez. 

I work hard , don't get me wrong, and I understand that the way you were raised doesn't help your eating patters and what you eat.  i was raised the same way.. in gluttony, [but I got myself out].  Most of my family is fat and getting fatter...[sadly] (they all think im anorexic.. ) but anyway.. As soon as I made this choice I went from a size 9 to a size 1 and I feel damn good.  When you realize that cars are for emergencies and that candy and chips is a treat.. not a snack nor a "dessert" then you make a [drastic and healthy change in your life.]  When you realize that eaing {3500} calories a day is not ok and that {1500} is.. you will be alright.  I mean.. it's alright to go over 1500 a day or two every so often, but If you keep yourself on the diet you are supposed to be at.. then you will find that you throw up after eating too much.  [[[[I throw up, naturally if I eat anything more than 1100 calories a day....or something really greasy   FREAKIN HOOTERS CHICKEN  how i hate you....[insert growel].]]

I checked on a website to see if my diet was bad like people say it is and it's totally not..according to it, i added 15 years onto my life!!! go me. har har. [well anyway].. i suppose I will stop talking about this. Hopefully you will do something. I  was inspired.

the reason this post was triggered is because of tate

[Yes, I still wonder about you sometimes.  I look back a year ago and remember where we were.  Miles apart.. and at times so close.  Hideous miles, but still a gorgeous smile.  Sometimes I miss waiting for phonecalls.  No one knows what it's like to wake up on the wrong side of the nation.  I put in an old cd and it reminded me of you.  I listened twice.]

when I'm back from the road __                       .then you're out on it.
[and I'm tired of this distance;;;;;;
____and I believe it's over...
it's o v  e   r. ..  ... . .. .. .. . .
I'm w a  i   t    i     n      g. .  .
and this phone tag game is ..endless..
the n o  v   e    l    t         y is wearing
I'm h o p i n g time will pass.
without any assistance or convincing]]]{{{}[]

:::[[road rules applied;;;;;;
theres so much action...
you're getting dizzy
so I'll call your ... cellular phone
to tell you t.v. night was lonley without you
and so am I...
[[[[[[so am I.]]]]]]

[[it seems our day keeps falling on a leap year.;;;

one day i will be able to look you in the eye and tell you that i am sorry.

[.hello world.]

       ..and Good afternoon.  I am in a good mood today.  I took off school because i was late and didnt really want to deal with the crowd.. I cashed my last check from the Cajun Cafe though, and thats a +  I went to old navy and spent some money on myself and then this thursday I will just put all of my other check in the bank. [or at least try] I bought some new stuff though, like a coat and gloves for winter and 2 new pairs of pants (hey im a size 1 now!!)  I also bought Travis some kakcies (sp?) because -hey why not.-
       Breakfast is a very good thing and I don't think anyone should skip it.  No matter how much weight you are trying to lose or whatever or if you want to skip all of the days meals (lol) do not skip breakfast.  Breakfast gets your metabolism going right away.  The best thing to eat in the morning is probably a banana if you are trying to eat light.  It contains b-6 (that is a vitamin!!) and its in most diet pills.  B6 though, is an energy vitamin and a banana is a raw food anyway, so your body doesnt have to work extra hard to digest it **(because raw foods still have the enzyme in them so your body doesnt have to use what is has already) AND EVEN if you have to eat a candy bar because its the only thing around.. then do it.. eat half of it because if you dont get anything in your stomach.. then your body will quickly store what you eat (when you do eat) as fat because your body will go into a starvation mode and that just means that your metabolism has slowed down an uber lot.

ok since when did this become a health post.

BYE TO MYSELF.